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Name: Cassie
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 9/21/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: eating lots of food, underwater basket weaving, midget tossing...
Expertise: eating... a lot.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Da Dopey78
Member Since:
2/17/2004
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| So, as you probably know, we recently found out the owner of our house is selling it, and we have until Aug. 5th to be moved out. We've looked all over, and had a lot of disappointments, but I think we found a place finally... if this falls through, though, we've run out of time and we basically have to go our seperate ways at that point... I'll keep you posted...
As far as everything else goes... friends are good, except I don't get to see much of anyone other than Ashley because everyone else is in OC  ... work is good, just boring and slow... although my work with Apple is exciting as always  ... as far as guys go, I have no prospectives right now, and I'm not entirely sure I want to have any...
My current plan is to stick to the single life. I know I haven't been in a relationship for about a year now, but I'm talking about dating, too. I really enjoy going on dates, BUT lately it seems that even just dating is too much drama that I really don't need. I enjoy flirting and being single, and it seems that for me, I am happier and having more fun whenever I'm not caught up on some dumb guy. I may wish that I had a relationship, but honestly I know that while sometimes it may be nice, it's never going to be free of unexpected drama that gets in the way of other things that are more important. For right now, I can't afford that. I have 2 semesters left of school, and if anything gets messed up, I'm screwed. I have to focus on school and work until I graduate, so I don't think I will have any time for boys... and I think I'm alright with that idea! 
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| sooo today was drama-licious at the beginning, stressful in the middle, calm at the end...
Finally heard back from someone who's been giving me the cold shoulder for a while now... too bad it turned out that he's a walking contradiction...
then there was further craziness with my summer registration... but that was soon fixed when I discovered that the lovely ladies helping me out made it so that I wouldn't get dropped AGAIN and I wasn't on such a tight schedule to get all of my stuff together... I bought all three of them Starbucks cards
...this, however, led to a most amusing conversation with my Grandpa, who has apparently forgotten my name hahahahaha
ummm what else?? Well, I guess that's mostly it... saw Brokeback Mountain tonight with Ashley (sad movie!!! ...but good!)
On a side note... I think I've decided to give up on guys... I've had some good talks with a few diferent friends recently, and I've come to the conclusion that I am happier when I'm single anyway. Dating is too much stress, and relationships are too much drama. Guys have been driving me up the wall lately, coming up with new creative and exciting ways to disappoint me. Cheating or finding someone new just wasn't good enough for these guys I guess haha...
Now I'm not saying I haven't messed up at all... I know I have... but it just sucks when you forgive THEIR faults so readily... and then when YOU fuck up, it's just OVER.
As far as others' relationships, it seems no one else seems to be having much luck, either. I'm here for ya, guys... I'm right there with you. Let's all just comiserate for a while... then give it up and go back to being fabulously fun and single!!!
However, if you DO decide to jump back into the evil world of relationships (AKA the definition of drama haha) ... well, I'm always here to listen/give advice if you want it. However, if you don't want to hear what I have to say, then please don't ask to hear it, cuz I've gone through that debacle one too many times... first off, I end up getting myself into trouble a lot of the time... not to mention there's nothing worse than feeling like my advice is falling on deaf ears... either way, it's frustrating and I've found that it's usually best for people to learn things for themselves. Basically... I'm here... but if you want a peice of my mind regarding relationship issues, please listen and if you don't plan to take my advice, just say that you disagree, but appreciate what I had to say... it's no big deal, I promise...
And on that note, I bid you all a good night!! I have a conference in the morning, and I plan on following that up with getting to see my best friend again!!! She's finally gonna be back! We're gonna go paint the town, bitches! Bring it on! 
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| I don't know what the hell else I'm supposed to do...??
I did my best, and once again, it wasn't enough. Fuck this shit. Seriously. I should have known it was too good to be true... naturally I would go and fuck things up somehow.
I guess it's not really entirely my fault, I mean I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions... but yeah... other than that... I mean I've apologized to no end and gotten nothing in return.
I have a feeling I'm never going to hear from/see him again.
Totally lame.  | | |
| FUCK.
Just fucking great. Fantastic. I'm so sick of this bullshit. I feel like more and more of a useless piece of shit every fucking semester, no matter how good or bad my grades are, because they will NEVER be good enough and I am ALWAYS going to keep saying, "Oh, don't worry, I'll be back next semester..."
SIKE!
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| ok... so I've accepted the fact that the person I was discussing earlier is never going to work... we are still good friends though, and that is good enough for me. I am happy where I am now, and I am just living my life and taking it as it comes to me... I am happy to know that there are other people out there who find me fun and interesting, and I enjoy spending time with those people... 
we will see where the road takes me... right now it's going pretty well, I can't complain...  | | |
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